which is good.
Too many things in my head at the minute and I think I might asplode.
Or become a hermit.
I think I'm just tired of the way things are at the moment, but I've been moving towards change and I can feel the world about to turn.




I only use the internet at the library but I think I'm going to put some stuff on disk for next time I come down. I don't want to completely disappear. I have been painting most lately and I think I need to spruce up the gallery....

Now I have to go home, do housework and wait for someone to come home and undo all my tidying
I have got sushi though

I been busy......

So there.







I have a lot of college work to do in a short space of time, a job clearing tables and making coffee that pays the metaphorical peanuts, shite internet connection, christmas presents to buy and two very large triple chocolate cookies to eat.
In the words of Charlie and Lola, I am very extremely busy, and in short, don't expect me around much.

Plus I have to get my mucky little claws on Pirates of the Carribean II, as it is my most favourite film this year and I will watch it over and over till my eyes asplode from pirate overdosage.

Lots of piratical love and christmassy-ness and fingers crossed I will get my long-awaited 2nd tattoo by the new year: drawing is almost fini so you never know.

and it makes me smile....

Autumn is well and truly here and I couldn't be happier. My most favourite of favourite seasons. Despite all the things that make me want to scrunch my face and give up, it's good when you can't help smiling everytime you look out of the window or step out the door.
Reasons not to be Cheerful: I am still jobless, living off money I get from my family and the state(when that eventually comes through- seems the only numbers the people in some distant office actually care about, are the ones in their solitaire score).... In short I am no better than a dole bum, though maybe a little nicer than the scummy wasters that I know.
I want to buy some My Little Pony toys off Ebay(don't ask) but they sell for more than I thought they would, damn collecters, and also keeping track of Ebay takes far too much time out of my day, but I still go on it. It's like porn, you know you shouldn't really be looking but you still do.

Now for the audience participation.....Come on kids...
Tell me 5 songs that mean something to you.
Not always by your favourite band, not always the obvious ones, maybe you only heard it once, but that time was vital or special to you....
And I'll tell you mine:
1. Love Will Tear Us Apart- Joy Division
2. Scar tissue- RHCP
3. I'm Your Man- Leonard Cohen
4. Crawling- Linkin Park
5. Place Your Hands- Reef

Random Fact: From where I'm sat I can see the mirror on my chest of drawers and my neck looks really long for some reason, I look like the illustrations of Alice when her neck starts extending.
I have lots of good ideas for Alice in Wonderland illustrations, they've been done so many times but it's one of those books where everyone has their own vision.

M'kay.

how seagull chicks look bigger than their parents?

I was tired of seeing the same jounal entry from October.
So I'm just posting a new one so I don't have to look at it anymore.

I am doing more work and stuff and I'm trying to submit one thing a week since it proves to me that I am actually achieving something.